I think I almost figured out how to make a bow tie.  Just gotta get a prototype done and then start selling for prom season.

I’ve never really wanted to be an entrepreneur, but I wouldn’t mind doing that on the side for a while.  Although my bow “business” is really small right now - consisting of people at school and some - I’d really like to see it expand.  I’m already brainstorming making a nice wittleee website with a paypal attached so I can ship to people who are in far away lands (haha) in order for me to continue this over summer and after.  And also to get it more out there.  OH.  I almost forgot…I want a P.O. box too, hehhe.   I mean, you never know…maybe I’ll be a kabazillionaire one day because of this and attain world domination or maybe I’ll go “bankrupt” and close tomorrow. 

Besides that, I also wanna get a nice-ish camera so I can make YouTube videos.  Which seems pretty cray (for me, I guess) but I think it’d be fun to do beauty guru stuff: make-up, fashion, etc.  Maybe even some fun music covers with some of my BFFs sometimes.  And I can advertise my Bow Bank if YouTube gets me anywhere.  

Everyone’s really supportive of what I wanna do - videos and bows - which is awesome.  Whatever happens, there’s something about this part of my life that makes me feel a grain of accomplishment in myself….even though I’m failing math ;)  Seriously.

Album sampler on repeat, I guess ):

Because in my head, I blow it all up in your face.  And I don’t want it to be like that.

Get to spend the day at Disneyland tomorrow with zeee best friend.  Haven’t seen her in over half a year.  Where does time go…

SO STOKED, IT’S NOT EVEN FUNNY.  BFFL + DISNEY = AMAZEBALL OF A DAY.

One week of freedom, hell yeah!

• Work out.
• Read, read, read.
• Catch up on APWH and learn math, LOL.
• Work out.
• Relax and rejuvenate and have a spa day everyday.
• And yeah…some other shtuff, hehe.

Sleep, maybe.

I’m done.  I’m sick of it.  Sorry.  I really am.  Go and be happy.  But I just don’t wanna hear anymore of it shoved down my throat.  I’m sorry.

So many feels.  I went through tags for it and just… ah.  The quotes and pictures and thoughts of other people.  I’m not the only one who had a roller coaster ride of feels while reading this book.  That’s the thing about books though.  The thing I love the most.  How emotionally attached I get to the characters.  Like I’m living a new life but not.  But I guess I hate it too because when the book ends, I’m suddenly thrown out of the new life that I’ve invested my own into and I’m back to reality and that just sucks.  That’s all…  I just wanna curl up in my comforter with my book and sob some more.   

Okay.

Okay.

“Okay.”

The final went in for math.  I have an A.

Got sick on Monday/Sunday, right when finals week started.  Been feeling like crap all week.  Wanna just sleep and throw up…but I have to study… like are you freaking kidding me.  I wanna stab my eyes out and empty my brains.  I’m so done.  My head, eyes, and tum tum are all ready to explode.

Perfect timing, Janelle…awesome.